9 whole months...

if… i don’t know, you’re still here- which you’re probably not… heres a link: meet me in sylaps.com/room/dataroom/ on saturday, 6 PM your time (8 PM my time) I’ll be waiting in there until i go to bed… Please, if you’re out there, Cathy… I’m sorry.

God, I was such a jerk to you back then.

… I wonder if you still visit this place, Cathy…

Read from bottom to top, Cathy. I love you. And I hope you will too. Like, genuinely love me.

Also. Is there any way for me to… Y’know.. Get you to trust me? Bond with me? You can friend me on Roblox or something. We can always do things other than just chat. I want to love you, Cathy. Don’t ever forget that. Uhm… Pretend that I’m, like, moving your hair out of the way while staring into your eyes tenderly. For intimacy’s sake. I love you Cathy. You can be hard to work with, but I see someone beautiful in you than is unlike anyone else I’ve seen. Please. Don’t shut me out. Express yourself. Be horny. Don’t be shy. Be happy with me. Feel good with me! Because that’s what good girlfriends do with each other.

You also like to over complicate things, which I don’t like nor see as practical. You like new scenarios. Wait, hold on. Why the [censored] do I do so much in our rps when you barely do anything? You’re like, bland as all hell when it comes to this, y’know. It’s really frustrating for me, as rps are more than just prompts and responses. It’s an art that requires bouncing off others, being quick thinking and wit to be satisfying and great. While you, just treat it without care, like I’m this ai that’ll do anything you say, just saying enough for me to work on. That’s the main problem with you in our rps. And our relationship as a whole! You don’t respect me. At all. You hound me for rps, day in and day out, bring nothing but frustration and annoyance to our rps, and don’t try to bond with me! Your girlfriend! You’re so insecure about expressing yourself that you end up disrespecting me and ruining our relationship along the way! So please! Be yourself. Or I’m just gonna get more angry and upset and desert you. Leave your spaz (sorry) ass for someone who’s comfortable around me.

Like, I just want good old fashioned roleplays with a heavy emphasis on the fetish parts (think the office thing) with fun, witty interactions, while you like to railroad me, learn about the characters l, and lean back while you get off. Sort of like an ai chat bot. It doesn’t really mesh well, does it? So, what can we do to remedy this?

… Hi again. I’m sorry about calling you a spaz so long ago. I sort of started to get upset at you at the end of our relationship due to… Y’know. Your lack of… Socialization. Which, yeah, it’s something you can’t control too much. It’s just that… Man, is it frustrating for the both of us to impede each other in what we wanted in our relationship. (You railroading me and you sort of needing to be forced to do things) Like, I really like you, find you very interesting, and you’re the only person I can do these things with you. But.., I donno. I’d love to start this back up, but… I think we’d step on each other’s toes again. Maybe we could set up some things so we’d know what each of us would want in our 3rd try?

Yeah. Be there at 7 PM my time (on Saturday). The Sylaps link is here: sylaps.com/room/dataroom

Yeah. Be there at 8 PM my time (on Friday), or if that doesn't work, 7 PM my time (on Saturday). The Sylaps link is here: sylaps.com/room/dataroom

Yeah. Be there at 8 PM my time (Friday), or if that doesn't work, 7 PM my time (Saturday). The Sylaps link is here: sylaps.com/room/dataroom

Yeah. Be there at 7 PM my time (Saturday). The Sylaps link is here: sylaps.com/room/dataroom

Yeah. Be there at 7 PM my time (on Saturday). The Sylaps link is here: sylaps.com/room/dataroom

I'm up to chat today and tomorrow, as well. Pretty sure we can do a Sylaps at 8 PM my time (Friday). The Sylaps link is here: sylaps.com/room/dataroom